tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-57313842011-08-09T00:15:06.320+01:00Crystalline Nightmares <b>Interlude</b>Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.comBlogger1171100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1131198805060392572005-11-05T13:51:00.000Z2005-11-05T13:53:25.646ZThis blog is dead.Those wishing to follow my random, erratoc updates and ramblings...http://www.livejournal.com/users/darkstarknight/I suggest you go there. This blog shall be coming down shortly....Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1109945787749774092005-03-04T14:15:00.000Z2005-03-04T14:16:27.750ZUgh....must...update...fucking...thing.Meh. Expect update soon. As I'm lazy.Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1100457841301867212004-11-14T18:42:00.000Z2004-11-14T18:44:01.303ZIt's my life and I'll do what I want to.
Unless it involves English essays. Dear god....my brain rots when I do those things.
Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1099398455549741682004-11-02T13:17:00.000Z2004-11-02T12:27:35.550ZRead this for some dramatic irony.
Apologies now for bringing up Verasia in the later part of this thread. It deals with some issues which have managed to piss me off in recent times. Suffice to say DR has now been blacklisted. Especially if you go through the forums and read the other posts by myself concerning the idea of 'plot theft'. All regarding the same plot. I understand the need and Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1098691174847095402004-10-25T08:51:00.000+01:002004-10-25T13:34:18.496+01:00So...good news or bad news? I'll be quick and put up both.
The news is as follows: A fan in my computer is dying it'd seem, less than a month after the hard drive troubles. However, unlike the hard drive the replacement will cost me less then £10 and that's if I buy it from the commercial retail stores. The bugger is delivery will cost perhaps more than the fan itself. So...for £15, perhaps a Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1098462970543274262004-10-22T17:09:00.000+01:002004-10-22T17:36:10.543+01:00I so want a chainfist right now. Simply so I can go and apply it to....er...hmm....the 15th and 16th centuries in general. Dear god almighty this one course gives me so much stress...and it's not the texts I'm studying, it's getting hold of the blasted things! Gods damned university library...'we currently have 2 copies available on shelf X'. Go and look on Shelf T, U, V, W, X, Y and Z and you Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1098315893907408862004-10-21T01:43:00.000+01:002004-10-21T00:44:53.906+01:00Blah. Ok. Rediscovered my Gargoyles obsession this week. Decided to start writing fanfiction that incorporates yet another version of Clan Heart. Also worked on my creative writing piece for university. I like the characters- Sabre, Axe, Lance, Dagger. Some very interesting interaction between them. Shall post snippets soon, I promise.
Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1097785158987651632004-10-14T21:13:00.000+01:002004-10-14T21:19:18.986+01:00And time to answer more questions!
From Dawn this time round...
1) We all go through spurts of being disenchanted with RP, SL's, Plot twists, etc... but what keeps you around the RP communities, really?
Either I'm sad and have absolutely no life whatsoever or I hope one day I will get my gods damned epic out of them. I tend to prefer the latter. I like epics. I want all my characters to go Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1096886652406266712004-10-04T11:37:00.000+01:002004-10-04T11:44:12.406+01:00Ok...whee. More updatage. Firstly, some questions from Fuzzles.
1) What is Amon's real plan for Syrinx anyways? That's been bugging me.
Har. Not a clue. Depends on where it goes. Amon likes Syrinx, probably a lot more then he's been letting on, that sly panther. He also respects her, again a lot more than he's been letting on and obviously a lot more than he respects anyone else. So again, not Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1096457308718342372004-09-29T13:07:00.000+01:002004-09-29T12:28:28.716+01:00The Questions Answered
Ok, for those who have not had the chance to ask yet feel free to do so ....now. I shall answer them in my next post but for now I'll answer those already asked as I feel like updating. My word you've discovered a way to get me to update frequently!
Terry:
1) Have you ever considered being in a homosexual relationship?
No. Quite bluntly no. Some part of me is seriously Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1096026031213617212004-09-24T13:38:00.000+01:002004-09-24T13:08:47.223+01:00Ok folks, having missed the opportunity to ask folks three questions I give you it now, simply because I'm getting fed up of typing the word 'drat'. And having to award medals to a dog that's learned to snigger.
Ok. The deal. Ask three questions folks, anything you like, personal or not I really don't give the flying monkey's about what the questions are about. And then I will answer them. Yes IRoccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1096019047095153512004-09-24T10:10:00.000+01:002004-09-24T10:44:07.096+01:00Yay! I gots the USB pen. A pen full of happiness it shall be as I transfer all my sprite sheets from uni to home and all my creative writing work from home to uni! Tonight my other half will phone KC and sort out the ADSL connection as we need it soonish. That and my pseudo job interview went well...at the risk of working with my aunt it may just work! Plus the fact it pays a fairly decent amountRoccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1095102991156773682004-09-13T20:09:00.000+01:002004-09-13T20:16:31.156+01:00Whee. Update time. Shocking, isn't it? Rocco actually updates, the lazy sonofabitch with his high and mighty attitude and appaling lack of respect for his elders. Point being? Ok, there is no point. There is no spoon either. It's currently embedded in your spleen so I call is a spleen ornament now.
So, sat here in the University, waiting that last week for my internet at home and also waiting Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1094470326137387012004-09-06T11:09:00.000+01:002004-09-06T12:32:06.136+01:00So, I'm sat here, having gotten back from London, having had a grand time in London, looking at the MT forums and feeling as though I'm alone in the world, isolated and left out once more. IT's not a nice feeling at all. Some part of me thinksI should simply give up, some part of me thinks that I am no longer welcome or cared about. Sonofa....ah well. But why am I thinking this way? Why am I so Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1092653172208586322004-08-16T11:19:00.000+01:002004-08-16T11:46:12.210+01:00Whee. Long post time folks. I know I haven't updated properly for a good long while and the scant few posts I have made have been rather pathetic but hey, I think it's time I did a good long update whilst my loveable other half is off in Leeds with her friends. So, what have I been doing? Um...painting stuff mainly. That and watching movies. Indeed. Hey. Idea. Rant about movies. I like it!
King Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1091700022039875302004-08-05T10:55:00.000+01:002004-08-05T11:00:22.040+01:00All by myself....I want to be...all by myself....
I miss having a 'net connection at home. I miss being able to download shit and watch stuff from the comfort of my own home....I miss not having to stand here and wait for nearly an hour for one of 21 computers to be free. Incidently I counted. Of the 21 computers in usage....2 were being used by those of British/American origin, 15 were being Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1089392071534099902004-07-09T17:53:00.000+01:002004-07-09T17:54:31.533+01:00Ok. This thing is now telling me 'No Posts Found'.
Pah.
Ok folks, have moved house, am settling down, am waiting 2 months or so for ADSL. For now, I use the University. Bah.Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1088596742629151442004-06-30T11:43:00.000+01:002004-06-30T12:59:02.630+01:00Ok....as I sit here and pack part of me thinks I've hit onto a good thing. I'm getting out of this house before I realise that my housemate is the most bitchy person in the world....too late, realisation struck DAMN! Y'see, it came into light last night when I was playing City of Heroes. He came into the room, wanting to talk and I talked. Then halfway through he started to make snide commets Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1087838878848284742004-06-21T18:26:00.000+01:002004-06-21T18:27:58.846+01:00One day I will have a pretty blogger too.....
Or not. I suck. I cannot do this complex design and scripting malarkey. If I could I would have by now. Ah well. Sucky blogger forever. Which is a shame.
I hate how this thing looks. So fucking ugly. Blah. Lacks any personality. Oh well.Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1087682121026882802004-06-19T22:47:00.000+01:002004-06-19T22:55:21.026+01:00Ok...you know you've played too much City of Heroes when your hands instinctively go one to the mouse, the other to the keyboard on the Q,W and E keys. It's bad when you try to scroll down by pressing W and press the space bar to jump over pop ups.
Oooh.
But I had a good night of it last night. Good group. We took on some nails missions and did rather well...amazing what a co-ordinated team Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1087465644602762682004-06-17T10:46:00.000+01:002004-06-17T10:47:50.063+01:00And I passed my modules. All bar one which I got compensation for, as I failed by ONE mark. Bah.Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1087220116123759102004-06-14T14:34:00.000+01:002004-06-14T14:35:16.123+01:00Ok. Bored.Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1087034222060523222004-06-12T10:55:00.000+01:002004-06-12T10:57:02.060+01:00Oh my dear god...I swear this was based on transcripts of MT...
Elf Only Inn
It's actually quite amusing....Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1086873408255617212004-06-10T14:14:00.000+01:002004-06-10T14:16:48.256+01:00Well, what can I say? I like life.
Despite the ironies of wargaming (collecting an army dedicated to the Lord of Decay, having a single persistant fly land on my dice at the tournament, witnessed by many and then becoming ill once I get home...) life is good. Roleplay has currently been very good and friendships are peaking. My love life is top notch and THEY'VE OPENED A SUBWAY HERE IN HULL, Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1086612264597776952004-06-07T13:39:00.000+01:002004-06-07T13:44:24.596+01:00Ok folks. Back home I am and Conflict Leeds went well. Thing is now I've possibly got conjuctivitis which is not good as my eyesight is fucked up enough as is without the gunk forming in them. What's worse is the fact that now my eyes hurt ever so slightly and occassionally my vision fogs over. As if not bad enough as is. Ah well....Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1086058364423877042004-06-01T03:45:00.000+01:002004-06-01T03:52:44.423+01:00I wanna draw Superheroes.
Perhaps it's City of Heroes, perhaps it's the fact that Monkey Joe brought the Silver Age Sentinels rulebook with him on the train to Nottingham this weekend for a superhero based RPG. Some part of me wants to draw superheroes. Again. I've wound up sketching and working out the variants for my Draconis Armour (a suit of powered armour inspired by Iron Man and Bubblegum Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1085557962738261002004-05-26T08:50:00.000+01:002004-05-26T08:52:42.740+01:00Ok. City of Heroes is fun. I like it. It's a great game that does everything it says. It's not like every other MMORPG where you end up collecting rats tails to do anything useful. Think Morrowind type gameplay meets your favourite comic book and you're on the right track. Flea MArk Two is already becoming quite popular and currently he has started making friends with all the other bug people outRoccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1085249623449873582004-05-22T19:10:00.000+01:002004-05-22T19:13:43.450+01:00And hallo again from my family's home in the middle of nowhere. Yes, I'm here again for one night only. Tournament is in less than a week and I've taken the insane step of deciding that maybe I could paint up two more miniatures in less than 4 days.
Concerning the Natalia mini...I still have it, just been swamped by exams, tournaments and well, random crap. So, in addition to painting I've Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1084995108683084542004-05-19T20:31:00.000+01:002004-05-19T20:31:48.683+01:00Ok. I am officially bored. Ah well. Paint paint paint.Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1084913898736688742004-05-18T21:57:00.000+01:002004-05-18T21:58:18.736+01:00Ok...so now there's TWO comment sections....aye carumba. For now just use either. I'll slowly fade one or the other out...Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1084913749100691692004-05-18T21:55:00.000+01:002004-05-18T21:55:49.100+01:00Ok....now I play with this blog for a little bit. Add the comments function. Let's hope it doesn't go haywire, ne?Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1084733505520450472004-05-16T19:40:00.000+01:002004-05-16T19:51:45.520+01:00Ok. Right. That's that sorted.
this blog needs new life. It needs a complete redesign and if anyone wants to volunteer feel free as currently I have very little time on my hands, painting stuff up and all. As soon as I get some decent digital pics of my Fallen Angels I'll put them up here to show you all...black armour, grey robes, they really look the part.
Also...woot. Friends have bloggage. Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1084618494351733622004-05-15T11:46:00.000+01:002004-05-15T11:54:54.350+01:00Something about this obsession with anonymity makes my blood boil. I cannot stand it when select individuals decided to be 'clever' and post whilst keeping their identity hidden. It's as though they're afraid...afraid? Hah! If they are afraid of what will happen should they post using their actual name or recognisable SN then they shouldn't be posting at all, should they? Especially not when he Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1084477550566650552004-05-13T20:43:00.000+01:002004-05-13T20:45:50.566+01:00....
Right.
And thus I have spoken again.
I feel somewhat annoyed. Somewhat betrayed. And somewhat hungry...Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1084386363882227802004-05-12T19:22:00.000+01:002004-05-12T19:26:03.883+01:00Firstly...to Laura...Bite me.
Secondly...to Aaron...Bite me.
Thirdly...to Iraq...Bite me.
And fianlly, to those who wish to criticise me anonymously...get a fucking backbone.
And thus I have spoken.Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1084322456569650102004-05-12T01:32:00.000+01:002004-05-12T01:40:56.570+01:00Way to judge everything from all perspectives. Easy to see you've talked to both parties.
That was sarcasm, in case you couldn't guess.
Anon | 05.12.04 - 1:26 am | #
And that is fucking cowardice.
I make no lies in what I say. The reason I've gotten pissed off over these events is due to the following: 'Saint Aaron' decided that in his little temper he should throw a HAMMER at another living Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1084318492101302572004-05-12T00:32:00.000+01:002004-05-12T00:34:52.100+01:00Ok...what the fuck has this thing done to my comments?!Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1084284263830648732004-05-11T15:01:00.000+01:002004-05-11T15:04:23.830+01:00This goes out to Laura and Aaron.
Yes I've read your blogs.
Now I speak.
Stop being fucking hypocrites. Let Lara and Shayne get on with their lives already and get on with your own.
God damned hypocritical whiners.
To the fucking zoo with you.Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1083930037252590602004-05-07T12:40:00.000+01:002004-05-07T12:43:51.030+01:00And the deadliest STD of them all is.....
LIFE
Everyone gets it at birth and it is always fatal. There is no known cure either.Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1083928527403515692004-05-07T12:15:00.000+01:002004-05-07T12:19:18.966+01:00
You are a firm and strong leader and make no room for error. You're a perfectionist, and so much so, that you have trouble accepting the few times when you are, after all, wrong. Your life is complicated and chaotic but you manage to keep your cool. Not many people have your ability to take on the cowl like you can.
Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1083721335163311812004-05-05T02:42:00.000+01:002004-05-05T02:45:26.356+01:00Ok. Swampcat has officially pissed me off with his little hit and run c & P spam message. We have offended him and the mighty catlords. Ooh, ahh. They and their mighty 350 members are going to start a war.
Well they damn well better line up single file so BH can rip them to shreds one by one.
It pisses me off that he repeatedly harasses Steffums so as well as everyone else. It's like he was Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1083174038839797382004-04-28T18:40:00.000+01:002004-04-28T18:43:43.733+01:00Gods damn it all. I hate this computer centre. I hate having to search for a computer that hasn't been tinkered or fucked with by one of the swarm of chinese students in the university. I hate having to search for a computer that happily loads up the Q Chat applet without giving me dns error bullshit. I hate having no internet at home and I fricking hate having to wait for a decent computer (the Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-108298589068901622004-04-26T14:24:00.000+01:002004-04-26T14:27:53.700+01:00Women. Damn creatures utterly mystify me. You just can't understand them. I've tried, how I've tried. Erratic mood swings, odd moods, easily offended at the strangest of things and at times clingy to boot. I love Vicki, I really do but at times I want to scream. I want to know exactly HOW I upset her, exactly what I'm apologising for but she seems to expect me to know why, how and what. Which I Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1082861992833485742004-04-25T03:59:00.000+01:002004-04-25T04:02:53.810+01:00Hmm. Right. Damned Beginners weekends. Full of kids. Ick. So short and noisy. Gotta kill them all.Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1082753432312443232004-04-23T21:50:00.000+01:002004-04-23T21:53:32.186+01:00Gods damned fucking Carnosaur of the impossible to transport nature. Be a big scary monster when you're wrapped up in toilet roll and stuffed into a Finding Nemo bucket. I dare you. Pfffft.Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1082382736318503502004-04-19T14:52:00.000+01:002004-04-19T14:55:11.826+01:00Ok, we're still together. That's a good thing. I came so close to snapping but I didn't.
I hate when a couple argues. Particularly when I'm one of the two in that couple.Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1082256745284306082004-04-18T03:52:00.000+01:002004-04-18T03:55:19.360+01:00Rar.Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1081847071435148582004-04-13T10:04:00.000+01:002004-04-13T10:07:21.373+01:00Ok, it appears I have sparked religious controversy with my most recent postings. LEt me say this...I give not one fuck. I personally do not give a rat's ass about religion, of any type in any shape or form. People say that money is the root of all evil but if you look at all we consider 'evil' today it has religious origins or morality. The current pope is far too inflexible in my opinion and Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1081708125235572332004-04-11T19:28:00.000+01:002004-04-11T19:31:33.340+01:00Happy Easter.
May your teeth rot evermore and your dentist cheer with glee at the many incoming appointments.
Ain't it funny how half the big Christian holidays (Christmas, Easter...) use Pagan symbolism (rabbits, eggs, christmas trees, mistletoe....)?Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1081624757192881852004-04-10T20:19:00.000+01:002004-04-10T20:22:04.436+01:00Ok, so now I'm stuck here at my family's house until Monday being forced to ask to use the net with a connection that's gippier and more unreliable than swampcat's grammatical skills. This of course means every 5 or so minutes I'm reconnecting and having to tolerate a load time that could be measured in hours for what my home computer does in seconds. *sigh*
Ok, so I'm coping. Coping with all Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1081453006008076372004-04-08T20:36:00.000+01:002004-04-08T20:39:31.106+01:00Saurus suck.
3 points less than a Chaos Warrior for 4 less initiative, 2 less weapon skill and no option for halberds, extra hand weapons or better armour.
Bitch, groan, complain.Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1081298934879731592004-04-07T01:48:00.000+01:002004-04-07T01:51:37.860+01:00I'm getting bored and depressed again.....Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1080851504862118622004-04-01T21:31:00.000+01:002004-04-01T21:34:22.843+01:00Ok. Essay handed in despite Printer Defiance (fie to modern technology!) and stuff happened. I don't feel like being descriptive tonight. Maybe tomorrow. Or maybe I'll just eat you and sell your soul to a Rag Rappy.Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1080666674905757142004-03-30T18:11:00.000+01:002004-03-30T18:13:51.030+01:00Music soothes the savage beast. Oh the irony of that phrase, for I am indeed soothed, by the opening music from Akira of all things. That's not right. It's a bike chase that involves motorcycles crashing into cars and walls, chains and tyre irons and skulls being cracked open in gang warfare. Something tells me that it's not supposed to be soothing but it is.
So here I am, writing a 2000 word Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1080561907166399692004-03-29T13:05:00.000+01:002004-03-29T13:07:42.170+01:00Silence. For one time in my life that is all I hear and all I care for. Silence. Concerning my recent depression I have been finding ways to cheer myself up, to make myself a much happier person. The first step was from my fiancee. A change of appearance. Brighter coloured clothing (i.e. blue jeans instead of my trademark black) and a decent selection of shirts as well. This apparantly made a Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1080085005553039292004-03-23T23:36:00.000Z2004-03-23T23:39:14.640ZOk folks. Long post time.
To be honest life just sucks. I'm having very little fun RPing and in the end I'm starting to feel left out. I'm hardly ever on at the same time as everyone else and consequently I miss all the gritty RP. I miss all the key plot moments and all the fun. I miss out and I hate that. I hate feeling useless and to be honest that's how I feel.
So, what do I do now? I'm not Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1080072316090495122004-03-23T20:05:00.000Z2004-03-23T20:07:45.450ZYou know what well and truly sucks about living in sunny old England? The lack of RP I get. Due to some strange system known as timezones when the majority of people are online and RPing it's some god awful hour in the morning for me that I can't physically be awake til every morning thus I get no RP. Currently sat in MT are : myself, Larson_Bliss, Majin_Gokan, Mina and Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1079739186464058112004-03-19T23:33:00.000Z2004-03-19T23:35:31.716ZOk. Blame Fuzzles. I did that birth numbers thing and turned out to be a #6.
# 6 - THE ROMANTIC = 6's are idealistic and need to feel useful to be happy. A strong family connection is important to them. Their actions influence their decisions. They have a strong urge to take care of others and to help. They are very loyal and make great teachers. They like art or music. They make loyal friends Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1079706412328265372004-03-19T14:26:00.000Z2004-03-19T14:29:17.280ZYou are a black dragon! Master of the shadows andnightmares. People claim you to be evil butyou're just misunderstood. You just want to bealone.
Which Dragon resides in your soul? (cool pictures!) brought to you by Quizilla
Black Dragon Fly High...
Meh. So I sit here and have to write an entire gods-damned portfolio for a week today.
Jesus fucking christ, that's insane. I'm reckoning I'll Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1079566286572234652004-03-17T23:31:00.000Z2004-03-17T23:33:49.856ZProtector
The ULTIMATE personality test brought to you by Quizilla
(Can we say Code of Chivalry folks?)
What Kind of Drunk Are You?
(Riiiight...and I'm the guy who doesn't actually throw up or get hangovers for that matter....)
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(Now that's amusing.)
Take the Affliction Test Today!
(Eh?)
You have a fiery soul. You aren't the quickest toget angered, but when Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1079561483829475172004-03-17T22:11:00.000Z2004-03-17T22:13:47.246ZOk. Hurrah for being back now. Apparantly my housemate's computer (our network server atm) is having RAM troubles so he's reluctant to leave it switched on. Which is all well and good until I need to access the net to do something. Ok, the deal is this. He can switch it off for as long as he likes- so long as HE pays the fucking bill for it each month. It's in my name and comes out of my account Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1079429175965609442004-03-16T09:26:00.000Z2004-03-16T09:28:37.700ZOne more thing....
I need a new layout. The white is painful and it hurts.Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1079428743351466982004-03-16T09:19:00.000Z2004-03-16T09:21:25.153ZOk, Abu Hamza is an asshole. I'm not going to say any more.
'It is not in al Qaeda's principles to attack harmless people.'
What a fucking sick joke. That was this man's comment regarding the bombings in Madrid. So I ask- what was September the 11th? A Big fuckup in principles if you ask me. Grr, grr to all this.
Anyhow, room is practically tidy and clean. Fiancee shall be staying over tonightRoccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1079365812802153122004-03-15T15:50:00.000Z2004-03-15T15:52:33.373ZMeh. Bored.
Now have to do a portfolio of sorts to submit to get into Creative Writing for my third year.
Joy. More work.Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1079231539896810432004-03-14T02:32:00.000Z2004-03-14T02:34:39.170Z'Sadistic Bastard' PLEASE VOTE!!!
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Ok, how did I end up as this?Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1079230431108508872004-03-14T02:13:00.000Z2004-03-14T02:16:10.623ZThe Loverboy
Random Gentle Love Master (RGLMm)
Well-liked. Well-established. You are The Loverboy. Loverboys thrive in committed, steady relationships--as opposed to, say, Playboys, who want sex without too much attachment.
You've had many relationships and nearly all of them have been successful. You're a nice guy, you know the ropes, and even if you can be a little hasty with Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1079204744272416082004-03-13T19:05:00.000Z2004-03-13T19:08:03.606ZOk, Ok I'll post something meaningful already.
Meh. I don't know what's come over me recently. I feel...Meh. I believe that's the closest I can get to describing it. I feel lethargic, inactive, lazy, tired, just plain bored. There's just nothing keeping me going anymore. RP has gotten dull, irl and online, my campaign has become something of a chore to run, other people's campaigns have become Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1079187234976393312004-03-13T14:13:00.000Z2004-03-13T14:16:14.000ZOk, I'm back.
Yay me.
Will post shit up later.
Blah.Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1078868960097661062004-03-09T21:49:00.000Z2004-03-09T21:51:34.936ZYou're a natural born trouble-maker. You hateauthority and do everything you can to getaround the law, or in some cases, break it.Naturally stubborn, you hardly ever sway once adecision is made. Your nature is fiery andcourageous, and always out-going. You loveattention and usually have kinky fetishesyou're not afraid to explore. People eitherlove you or hate you.
What Type of Soul Do You Have ?Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1078769697075906172004-03-08T18:14:00.000Z2004-03-08T18:17:11.246ZRarhar!
Yes, to answer Dan's question I do like Rob Dougan, having snaffled the song from Steffum's MT website and having taken interest from Furious Angels from the Matrix OSTs.
As for the results on the quizzes below...the Vampire one is damn freaky, particularly the Ventrue result...as my first Vampire character was a Ventrue (Richard Bronx, the result of too much Blues Brothers) and Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1078556123538543412004-03-06T06:55:00.000Z2004-03-06T06:57:34.686ZYou are a God... The World is at your whim, andthere is nothing that anyone else can do aboutit...
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You are The Midnighter.
The Midnighter was a secret product of the labs ofHenry Bendix, part of his Stormwatch"Academy" program, the members ofwhom were duped into becoming Bednix's personalStormwatch team. One of many individuals Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1078539845583567742004-03-06T02:24:00.000Z2004-03-06T02:26:16.983ZWhich Historical Lunatic Are You?From the fecund loins of Rum and Monkey.
Which Survivor of the Impending Nuclear Apocalypse Are You?A Rum and Monkey joint.
Your Heart is Black
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Woot. Who's the BH? I am. *does a little dance*
By the way...COMMENT DAMN YOU!Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1078538928381597082004-03-06T02:08:00.000Z2004-03-06T02:10:59.966ZFriday five time...
What was...
1. ...your first grade teacher's name?
Really can't remember. Honestly.
2. ...your favorite Saturday morning cartoon?
Gargoyles. Fucking fantastic. Dark, broody, full of Arthurian lore.
3. ...the name of your very first best friend?
Shadow. My cat. He let me drag him everywhere.
4. ...your favorite breakfast cereal?
Lucky Charms. I miss those.
5. ...yourRoccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-107840949204603242004-03-04T14:11:00.000Z2004-03-04T14:13:42.090ZYou are Form 8, Demon: The Destroyer.
"And The Demon took advantage of the chaosand seized civillization. With grace andstyle, Demon slit The Goddess's belly anddrowned the world in her blood. The Goddess,The Demon, and the world were nomore."
Some examples of the Demon Form are Seth (Egyptian)and The Horsemen of the Apocalypse (Christian).
The Demon is associated with the concept Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1078409107634428442004-03-04T14:05:00.000Z2004-03-04T14:07:17.763ZRight.
So today I'm gonna do....um....something.
Yeah, more later.Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1078225414088715632004-03-02T11:03:00.000Z2004-03-02T11:05:43.233ZRarhar.
Ok, I've confirmed that my sleeping habits are seriously fucked up. I wanted to get out of bed at 8 a.m. this morning. 8 a.m. I never see that time of day unless I stay up til it. It's ridiculous, absolutely ridiculous. What's worse is the fact I couldn't go back to sleep afterwards and no matter how hard I tried time didn't seem to pass...it seemed to slow down instead! Gyah...all I Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1078164633707622472004-03-01T18:10:00.000Z2004-03-01T18:12:40.920ZYou belong beyond the claim of all humanity. Thoughhere, you are emotionally dead to the world andnothing here has any bearing on you, good orbad. You feel nothing and are simply waiting onthe end, which will come to pass without muchchange, after which you will fade into thenothingness which you lived. If that's how youlike it, that's that. If not, change yourresponses to things and maybe the Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1078018935866397222004-02-29T01:42:00.000Z2004-02-29T01:44:21.123ZYours are DEMON wings, possibly resemblingthose of a bat - huge, black, and clawed. Youare cold and impure, and a born Creature of theNight. Possibly with an interest in those of avampyric nature, or possibly one yourself. Youhave little sympathy or care for humanity andsee them as existing for no real purpose - thus, you can be very manipulative and bendthem to fit YOUR purpose. And you do have Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1077552426172034932004-02-23T16:07:00.000Z2004-02-23T16:09:06.356ZMyah.
I am bored.
Very bored. And rather shocked. I suspect it's some cruel joke being played by Fuzzles.Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1077293606443223172004-02-20T16:13:00.000Z2004-02-20T16:15:23.546ZWhen was the last time you...
1. ...went to the doctor?
Um. Damn. Somewhere in the region of 5 years ago, if not more.
2. ...went to the dentist?
Erk. See Question 1.
3. ...filled your gas tank?
Hah! I cannot for I do not possess a car!
4. ...got enough sleep?
Never.
5. ...backed up your computer?
........
Ok, so that Friday Five was monumentally....stupid. It shows...well, nothing.Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1077238327562954532004-02-20T00:52:00.000Z2004-02-20T00:54:03.513ZAll I want to do is RP...*sigh*
Less than one week til I'm 20....
RP...anyone?Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1076945186410585822004-02-16T15:26:00.000Z2004-02-16T15:28:19.326ZOk. So today was boring. Boring as hell. Let's be honest here. Without Dave in the Middle Ages Go to the Movies seminar it sucked. There was no one who thought of anything besides the obvious, no one who kept up to par with my somewhat radical ideas concerning the texts and films. It was indeed boring. Stuck in a class that fails to appreciate how perfectly Excalibur portrays the ideals of Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1076903354781151922004-02-16T03:49:00.000Z2004-02-16T03:51:07.090ZHmm. Right. Ok.
Sleep is good.Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1076422061276622232004-02-10T14:07:00.000Z2004-02-10T14:09:28.310ZWell, as soon as I learn how to use FTP....
This place shall be moving soon folks, much in thanks to Shannon for giving me the webspace so I could migrate. Of course I'm having to learn how to use FTP and failing miserably (so far I can't even log in to my new space..*sniffle*) but with some luck that'll be over soon and I'll start transferring to there.
MEh. Need serious help with FTP. It's soRoccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1076386295549255332004-02-10T04:11:00.000Z2004-02-10T04:13:22.106ZAnd it's over. Lycos is dead.
Wow.Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1076332335070517562004-02-09T13:12:00.000Z2004-02-09T13:14:00.966ZAck. My innards feel terrible.
Other than that the weeked has been interesting to say the least. More later.Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1076048172822839242004-02-06T06:16:00.000Z2004-02-06T06:17:55.436ZAnd now Friday Five time before I get some sleep.
1. What's the most daring thing you've ever done?
Oooh, any number of things ranging from leading a revolt against my GCSE Maths teacher to bungee jumping but in the end it has to be telling my (actual) father to fuck off as I no longer wanted him in my life due to the fact I would not need the FBI knocking on my door going - Are you Anthony Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1076039381817260652004-02-06T03:49:00.000Z2004-02-06T03:51:23.966Z...the last time I RPed without someone fucking it up and ruining my night for long than 10 minutes was nearly 3 months ago. *sighs*Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1075991107119339432004-02-05T14:25:00.000Z2004-02-05T14:26:48.890ZOk...I had rather a good day yesterday with some of the best games of 40k I've ever played in my life. Both of them were with a chap called Nick who collects the very same army as I do, one game against him and one allied with him. Both games showed me how much fun I could have and showed me why he was regarded one of the best opponents on the tournament lists. He's got a fantastic sense of Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1075818118614186982004-02-03T14:21:00.000Z2004-02-03T14:23:42.576ZMeh. I hate getting into university early. I hate arriving nearly two hours before my seminar for Other Victorians is due to start and I hate having to use the University computers, if only for the simple fact they take four times as long to load up and finish their preliminary than my ancient piece of junk. Surely something has got to be wrong with that. Surely so.
I spent a lot of last night Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1075773284235829652004-02-03T01:54:00.000Z2004-02-03T01:56:23.110ZAnd now for sleep. As some of you may have noticed the sidebar has changed, including in it links to some people's blogs as well as Verasia and others. My day's been odd to say the least but hey, it's life. Night all. Back to life in the morning.Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1075769536277490172004-02-03T00:52:00.000Z2004-02-03T00:53:55.170ZYou what International Ragnarok Online?! You want to throw my poor little Swordsman against three boss critters in less than one day?! My you're harsh.Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1075741341189388802004-02-02T17:02:00.000Z2004-02-02T17:04:00.373ZOk, I've become addicted to Ragnarok Online again. However, instead of playing Gorm the merchant I'm Knightmare San the Swordsman which is simply fantastic. I'm having fun, which is all that matters. Also good, Verasia is back up again. Yay! The only thing is, is the forum going to stay up for my birthday or is it going to follow tradition and be down when my birthday comes round as it frequentlyRoccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1075651707938514982004-02-01T16:08:00.000Z2004-02-01T16:10:06.030ZAnd now we have comments. And Jesus this thing is ugly. So very ugly...must get new layout done soon....Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1075641576299465222004-02-01T13:19:00.000Z2004-02-01T13:21:14.076ZYou know, when you look forward to something you don't need an arrogant little prick deciding to play boy wonder and ruining it for everyone present. When you try to create an impression that lasts you don't need a little prick who whinges about a minor detail that no one cared about. When you try to do something with style you don't need a one-shot wonder.
Fuck it. I dared to dream and had it Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1075482713555308832004-01-30T17:11:00.000Z2004-01-30T17:13:29.623ZRight....ok. Hmm. Does one have too many D & D books when the pile weighs more than they do?Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1075340254764014642004-01-29T01:37:00.000Z2004-01-29T01:40:46.530ZRight. Today I've been largely hunting down images for the new blogger layout and figuring I'm gonna need a new image host or something. Of course as soon as Verasia's back online this problem is fixed for me as I can transfer everything there, especially as Crystalline Nightmares will get it's 'sister' site Crystalline Daydreams for my model painting industry. Of course I'm greatly thankful Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1075205758055247092004-01-27T12:15:00.000Z2004-01-27T12:17:30.936ZOk. Funny thing is I'm happy. My housemate isn't due to a current war going on between him and a former friend over emails but to be honest I really don't care. I've been playing Diablo 2: Lord of Destruction quite a bit the past few days and I must say it is really quite good fun. My little level 24 Barbarian isn't walking around and killing everything with Frenzy, honestly.
Diablo 2 aside I'm Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1074783999828533712004-01-22T15:06:00.000Z2004-01-22T15:08:07.903ZOne more thing. I'm fucking hungry right now and have a bad feeling I've bombed out in the Winter War campaign at GW.
Guess I'm just gonna have to make it back up tonight and next week.
My Death Guard are so gonna own, my Lizards are a completely different story though....Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5731384.post-1074783076339089662004-01-22T14:51:00.000Z2004-01-22T14:52:43.793ZUgh. Yes, I'll admit I wasn't online last night as promised and because of that I don't think Kiyaan was either. Y'see, it goes as follows. Halfway through playing Diablo 2 over my household network we were interuppted by the unexpected arrival of my fiancee. Apparantly she'd had a bad night and wanted to see me so I promptly packed up all I was doing and set off to spend the night with her. Ah Roccohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08582324563593914726noreply@blogger.com0